Friday, December 25, 2009

So lonely...

This is my first Christmas without my dog Lucky.....I am feeling very teary eyed and sad lately, and I think this is the reason why...I've always loved the holidays..I love decorating, putting up a tree, wrapping gifts etc...But this year? I want to crawl in a hole and die. I miss my dog so much..True that I have two other doggies to love...But Lucky was with me when we were poor and had cheap dollar store doggie stockings..Lucky was with me when the cats decided it was fun to climb in the tree...Lucky was there when it snowed 6 feet in one week (he loved that!!)..Lucky loved to get all the left over treats that I made..

It's so hard to lose someone you love and so much harder to deal with that loss during the holidays...